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02142012 My Valentine’s story

I remember it is almost 4 years ago, I loved a girl with all of my heart, but in the end it is not a happy ending. She left me because of her dream. I cannot say don’t go because it if for her. I’ve been waiting for a years she will comeback. But in the end, she didn’t.

I made a video blog, which is a message to her.. just to tell her, that I miss her. It hits almost 3K views in youtube and some other sites. I guess she saw that video.

Now 2012, I been dating for so many girls that I met. The third girl, I noticed we really have the same kind. From interests to philosophy in life. We really so compatible, which it become easy for us to go all over.

She is the reason why I am so happy and positive right now. She always inspires me, in spite of our busy lives… we still understand each other priorities. I love her… and she knows that I really love her.

Recently, we had a Valentine’s Day. I planned to have a dinner date. We went to our favorite restaurant. Kinda busy day but I’m lucky one of my friend reserved our sits. Just a normal dinner and talking about us. Some funny ones some serious ones and some is… I don’t know just keep saying to her that “She is the most beautiful that night”

We hangout… we went to the dive bars at The Tempest, played billiards, went to see the movie “The Vow”, went to Twin Peak and shouted I love her… and lastly we went at my place we are playing with Dr. Serious.

She decided to stay at night in my place. She is so sweet and cute when she is sleeping. I woke up in morning watching her. We really look like a newly wed couple. I prepared a breakfast.. becoz I know it’s gonna be her long day again. I don’t have work that day. A lot of kisses, hugs and saying I love You before she left.

“Such a GREAT DAY EVER!”

The night after, I feel I miss her already. I wanna invite her on date after work. This time I have a surprise. I waited to her work until she clocked out. At first she don’t want to go. But because of my CHARMING SKILLS LOL she says YES.

We went to the beach that night, I’m happy the rain stops when we arrived. It is so cold in the beach. We are walking there, watching the stars. I’m hugging her with a thick towel when we stop.

I asked her to put blind fold.

She becomes so nervous and asking questions, but unluckily she don’t have an idea.

I put a fire on the bon fire ring with woods. I took out my Ipod and speakers from my bag pack. I opened some blanket and some snacks and marshmallow. I took out some bowls of chocolates and a flowers that I wish it is not folded and still fresh. Funny, I sprinkled it with water from the beach to make it fresh. I took out my jackets and wear a dress shirt. Combed my hair. Check my face.

I took out her blindfolds for almost 8 minutes. Sorry babe, it takes to long.

I played our favorite song “Especially For You” by MYMP.

She is so speechless and only says “WOW, OMG CALVIN!”

I asked her to dance. She keeps saying “No.” at first but I keep asking her for the thank you for me LOL

We danced with the song and gave her a flower in the mid song. We are hugging and dancing. I noticed she is crying on my shoulder. And she said “Thank You! It is the best thing happened in my life!”

I said “It OK babe, (almost cried too) I’ll make ur every day the best. We kiss and hug.”

IT IS SUCH A COMPLETE DAY EVER!!! I CAN’T BELIEVE MYSELF LIKE THIS. THAT I AM SO HAPPY! SO GLAD THAT I FOUND HER!

I LOVE YOU, EVA!!!!!

01102012 Everything’s Fine Symphony Soldier Tour 2012

I had so much fun tonight! With that Everything’s Fine Symphony Soldier Tour 2012. My night is really totally satisfied.

San Francisco, CA is their first stop and they are touring around States and Australia.

If you wanna experience what I had now here’s the where you can get tickets:

http://www.thecabrock.com/events

And I guess this video will help: http://youtu.be/QiOKXkZeT88

I’ve been listening to this band The Cab since I started living here in States. Where in a month they released their first album “Whisper War”. I remember that is Summer 2008 I started loving the song “I’ll Run” then when I bought their album I love each of the songs. I love how they composed it and the lyrics, feel like I am connecting to the songs.

After 2008, they gone and without any hearing news from them except joining only in a few tours. No new songs nor album.

Just recent month, I open my Pandora and noticed it is playing new songs from their latest album “Symphony Soldier” just released Sept 2011. Wow! So cool after 3 years my fav band made their new album at last!

And just yesterday, I found out that one of their pianist Alex Marshall, we have the same birthdate and year! Such a freaking awesome!

I wanna see them live so when I google it they are performing around San Francisco at Slim’s live. So I grab the ticket! It is Everything’s Fine Symphony Soldier Tour 2012 which they started to do a tour concert here in SF. They have some great special guests and bands coming too! Wow!

I’m in the concert performance of The Cab, when I surprisingly Alex Marshall threw me a bottle water. Haha and funny thing I tweeted him and say Thank you and then I asked something, signed the bottle water. Haha when The Summer set performance is almost done, Alex go down to the stage and I asked him to signed it, and said that I tweeted him also we have a same birthdate. He signed it then he gave me permission to take photo with him! Such a Fan meets Idol scene LOL. Only few words I said before I go home “Great show! Good luck for coming shows! :)”

01062012 Finally, I can BREATHE

This morning, I woke up with smile in my face. I watch my face and eyes “WOW! Hellah cute eyes!” I watch Dr. Serious, he looks so sleepy (Of course he is nocturnal) #goodmorning. I signaled him that keep going to sleep. #sweet

One of the reason, why I look like this because today is my paycheck day. Finally I can BREATHE I can start paying my bills. And not to worry to pay my landlord for rent. I forgot to mention yesterday. I send my landlord a paycheck which I dated on January 7th because I told them it can be bounced if I put it on 1st or any dates earlier than that. #rent #bills And my landlord understands that after I year I lived here why I will fucked him right?

Back on track! I went to work with the same day… still not busy I noticed. My manager and some co-workers are just in a regular day also. Oh by the way today is Friday, weekend, why there’s no people at all?

It is my 30 minute break now, there’s no more paycheck yet #worrying. I already talked with my sister Weixin about the place they moved in, but the paycheck is still not coming #worrying. I finished my 30 min break, no paycheck yet FUCK!

After an hour, I saw the delivery guys, holding our paychecks WOOOHHH! Now I can start paying bills, and planning how I can use it smartly.

I get off work with going to the grocery store and pay my fast pass #muni and go home with the clear breathe. I don’t care about the bum who sat beside me when I was in the train. I’m going home now and tomorrow is my day off too!